December Check-In

Hello!

I realize that it’s been almost two months since my last blog post and I feel like a new one is overdue.

Dang, I never realized how tough it actually is to keep up with this when I’ve sort of set myself up to not have consistent content. I mean, I do still have some people I want to blog about and share with you but for now I’ll just mix this up with some thoughts I’ve been sitting on… More specifically, the excitement and fear I have for what 2020 will bring.

I’m definitely praying that it will be less chaotic. But then again, knowing how I can be, I’m sure I’m bound to overbook myself with work, family, friends, aaaaand more work. There’s definitely nothing wrong with keeping busy, but this year I have come to understand that I need to say “no” sometimes.

I’m aware that this will be a challenge for me because I do have a difficult time declining requests from friends and colleagues. But I also do want to avoid feeling stressed out 😰 or resentful towards my relationships. One thing I really wish I was better at is pulling myself back from giving too much too quickly out of fear of disappointing someone. And 99% of the time, someone will still feel like they weren’t given enough anyway.

Thus, NTS: It’s okay to say ‘no’ and don’t be so hard on yourself when you do. You can’t please everyone and it isn’t your job to do so. Also, keep focusing on your goals. Trust that the rest will fall into place, so don’t get caught up in the hype or drama of whatever it is you’re feeling at this moment. Be patient.

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Apart from all of that, I want to prioritize self care more often than I did this year. I think I did manage some of my anxieties pretty well this year and I know I can do even better in 2020! Oh, before I forget, a big THANK YOU to every person who has helped me to progress as a person and as a makeup artist. I appreciate all of your time, generosity, and kind words because it has motivated me to navigate through this world with a more positive outlook and energy. My successes will forever be OUR successes. I love you all…

Happy Holidays and I’ll see you guys in the New Year ☺️🥳✨